This is a series of videos I am creating for my website BORN IN HELL looking at the abuse, dysfunction, domestic violence in our home. This video is expounding upon my life in the abuse from when I was 5 and 6 years old. The abuse and family violence and domestic violence in my home from age 5 to 6 years old was horrific. My parents were beating on me and my siblings, the CPS, Child Protection Services had signed off our case and we were left in the home. My older brothers were using drugs in the home and my dad was attempting suicide and had been for years. My dad raped my mom in front of me one night, which scarred me for life and caused me to fear intimacy, to hate my body and to hate being female. My dad had been raping my mother for years causing her much physical damage and both of my parents were extremely mentally ill and took their anger and hatred out on all of their children, including me. I was beaten on a regular basis by my mom. She used to drag me around, beat me with belts that she had hanging on our kitchen wall. I was back-handed into walls, to the floor, across the room on a regular basis by my mom and my dad would beat me with his belt as well. My dad was going to beat me for not listening to him, and dragged me by my leg through a hallway to my bedroom and pulled my hip out of place, threw me on the bed and began to beat me with his belt. This hip injury has caused me problems my entire life, it was a lifetime physical injury, and there would be many more.
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