I had a bad car wreck at age 18, in which they had to do full body x-rays checking for broken bones and internal damage to my body. At this time, the specialists revealed to me that the x-rays had shown multiple fractures to my skull in different places, neck damage, cracked and fractured ribs, separated ribs, as well as the hip injury, fractured coccyx and CSA, child sexual abuse. They advised that the damage to my body had been done years before, as these were the old fractures revealed by the x-rays. They asked me if I had been abused at that time. I was over 18 years old and it was up to me to press charges. The same thing happened to me when I went to see the gynaecologist at age 21 in which I had filled out the forms saying I was a "virgin" and had never had sexual intercourse before with anyone. They explained the damage to my body, the scar tissue, and advised that I would probably never be able to become pregnant, or even carry a child, even with reconstructive surgery. I explained that the person who had done that to me was my brother who had raped me from 8 to 9 years old when he was 21 and that he had committed suicide the year before when I was 20 years old. Mommy, PLEASE! Put down your weapon and hold me Tell me it's over I love you mommy, I always have and I always will Hold me closely and dry my tears Help me to feel safe and learn not to fear You Protect me from harm and Put sweet kisses on my face And all of the pain inside will Be completely erased Hug me tight and smother me With love... Be to me like the angels above Mommy, PLEASE! Put down your weapon and hold me Tell me it's over I love you mommy, I always have and I always will Laurie Ann Smith Copyright 2015 |
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