A Poem I wrote to my 8 year old self who survived incest, child rape, sodomy and sexual abuse5/21/2017
Child of Pain
Oh my child, my child of pain Let me hold you if you trust me I promise I won't leave you again Left alone in the dark these many years Bound and Gagged in so much pain those endless tears you cried all alone the door was shut, you were left on your own The torture and torment as he raped you 37 years, while I did not want to think about you I had to split, my child of pain as I knew I could not live with that kind of pain Your wounded body, raped and torn Your wounded soul, Your life he stole My wounded body, did finally heal No children would I have from the ordeal My wounded mind, raped everyday As I knew the truth about my child of pain Let me untie you, set you free I will sit here on the bed and keep you company One day we will truly heal, learn to love again Let me help you precious girl We can hold each other Soothe away the pain Together we will take back our body We will take back our virginity We will take back our power He cannot hurt us anymore We have purged and cleansed ourselves From his evil deeds We are free my precious to love ourselves No longer do we live in shame No longer will we have to endure this pain It is over my precious child I promise I will never leave you again Laurie Ann Smith Copyright 2011 Comments are closed.
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