She wakes up to the same old tiring day,
Mommy doesn't want her and pushes her away, Yells and hits her oh so hard Tells her she is a rape child that no one could love Night time comes and it starts again, the fighting, The shouting, the harm is done Why is daddy hurting mommy, I don't understand Why does he hit her and punch her with his hand? Morning comes and it's not a surprise, To see mommy with bruises and tears in her eyes, Mommy I love you, please don't cry "Get away from me, I hate you, you rape child!" she replies Brother is sick and stays in his room Days pass to years as he stews and he broods An adult man with a warped mind thinks he should use my body and devises a plan I'll bind her and gag her so she cannot scream and fight, As she did when I molested her the other night, She won't squirm or kick or try to get away And this is my plan and I will have my way Night time comes and I am awaken To my hands tied and mouth gagged and my body shaking No brother! I screamed in my head as he raped me and sodomised me and left me dead I died that night, as I lay on my bed, bleeding and torn and so lost and forlorn Mommy doesn't love me, she always reminds me That I was born out of rape, and she wished I was dead Brother has raped me and hurt me so bad How can I live another day in this place? She wakes up to the same old tiring day, Mommy doesn't want her and pushes her away, Yells and hits her oh so hard Tells her she is a rape child that no one could love Written by Laurie Ann Smith copyright 2012 Comments are closed.
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