Mother,
you never said you loved me you swore you should have killed me you hurt me most deeply ripping and tearing my body my heart and my soul breaking my spirit, murder most foul you made me wash away the evidence of those bloodstained walls, wipe the blood off the floors, the walls, the doors you threw my favorite bloodstained outfits out with the trash year after year it became my routine to suffer those beatings, to beg at your feet "you will take it", you screamed as I lay on the floor not daring to move as I could take no more made to beg at your feet for mercy crying and sobbing as you looked away with disdain hatred and cursing me enjoying my pain years rolled by and just more of the same you justified this abuse saying that it was your right to hurt me, to beat me, to kill me outright you explained that it was just what I needed as I was a rape child, a bad kid and got what I deserved in the end you betrayed me as you said that you never loved me never wanted me or cared I did not matter to you and you did not care if I was dead the same look of hatred came over your eyes and I knew in my heart that I had been betrayed the ultimate kind For all of my inner children who suffered her wrath written by Laurie Ann Smith Copyright 2011 Comments are closed.
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